my contacts lense tore!!
just send it to the optician. so a week plus for the report. if its human fault. that means my fault. then have to remake the contact of course. found out the price its 100! broke... im broke. i back to square 1 when im really really broke. why am i broke? i didnt tell my parents abt it so i have to pay the contact by myself. report card are out.. i failed 8 tests. the same as last term. im like dying i think i will retain this year. i failed my a maths like shit.. in fact i fail my maths like shit.. all single digit. i have to work hard! mids are like in 7 days time. im turning nerdy soon! going to study damn hard! im blind today! blind after 2 months of sightness. i cannot see anything except in class! haha. refuse to wear specs out. no no no! haha. shall earn money by doing housework. well. i think i'll stay indoor until i get my contacts. i dont want to go out blind then didnt see car again and 'BANG' and get knock down by car! sigh.. i feel really blind. i can hardly walk ard. tmr wanted to go out but dont think i want anymore. forstly im blind. no point going out. and secondly. mids are round the corner. IM BLIND! BLIND BLIND! sigh): heartaching. going to have shoulder ache. all thank to the books i left in sch. had to clear everything by today. so ya. brought everything home. im starving. didnt eat lunch.. just ate a kebab. i think i got gastric. i hate 2006! so many bad things are happening to me! wonder what will happen next month..

i hate the way i am, i hate myself, i hate my life